What I want...

First I want to say Happy New Year!!! Last night was pretty relaxing. After work, my husband and I went out with my co worker. We barely made it to the first bar for midnight. But we did, and I had my love by my side (my husband, not my friend). We got a lot of free drinks, so I was pretty toasty. Definitely felt it today haha. I felt much better after lunch with my children.

Anyways, I want to something rather than a traditional new years resolution. My friend actually told me to do this. Its a "Want" List. Basically it's the things you want in life to accomplish. People always say what they want, just never achieve it. Including myself. I think creating a list, not just a 5 year goal, but a lifetime goal, and writing it down can help reach your "wants." So her is mine:

1. I want to be a master pastry chef.
2. I want to own my own baker/cafe
3. I want to learn more of my family tree.
4. I want to stop critiquing myself to the point of self blame.
5. I want to think more on the positive side
6. I want to travel the world. Both with and without my kids
7. I want to pay off all my debt
8. I want to learn to accept people rather than push them away.
9. I want to learn how to communicate my feelings without holding them in until I explode.
10. I want to be able to help Preeclampsia survivors and the Preeclampisa Foundation anyway I can.

I will stop at 10 right now. 2015 has been pretty gloomy (story for another time). It turned around though. I have got a new job at a brand new restaruant, I met new friends that I truly connect with. I have opened up more to my family. And much more. I can't wait to see what 2016 brings. The good, the bad, and the ugly, I will be able to push through it.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!